Everything's changing CHANGED.

School, Interact, JTS, Home, Msn, Hj, Sleep.
My Friday in 7 words. Wish I could add in one more.
But I cannot bring myself to believe in self-denial.


Your love is a cheap no frills plaster that falls off fast when I get all wet.
Works for a while, until I get into more sh*t.

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threesixsix.

Wish I could do that to you. But violence isn't an option. Maybe silence is, to you that is.
I wish I(we) had more time and more chances.

Your love is a cryptic code too complicated for me to decipher.
Your love is a silence too deafening for me to hear.

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You better have a mighty good reason.
Else it won't be long before I give up.

please don't leave me. D:



and please don't treat me like you're going to be forever mine .
cool video nonetheless.

I love my best friend. I love how I know she'll always be there for me, no matter how much of a mess, a wreck, and a complete failure I may be.

This must be what absence feels like.

ABSENCE
–noun
1.
state of being away or not being present
2.
period of being away: an absence of several weeks.
3.
failure to attend or appear when expected.
4.
lack; deficiency: the absence of proof.
5.
inattentiveness; preoccupation; absent-mindedness: absence of mind.

And because hopefully, I am different from all the others.
And because I want to be different.

I'm addicted to talking on the phone and that is pretty scary. I don't know why but talking to people on the phone can really give me a sense of happiness and it even kind of acts as a stress-reliever. If you've heard me enough, you would have known I have been sighing like Eeyore ever since Monday and I think my reasons for doing so have varied from day to day, or even week to week.

Not finding the right words to say, the right actions to do, isn't a good excuse right?


Absence doth sharpen love,
presence strengthens it;
the one brings fuel,
the other blows it till it burns clear.
-William Shakespeare.

when sometimes all I want is a big big beary hug. :/

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360degrees, 1degree for every post.

Just wanna say it has been an emotionally trying week. Especially when it was coming towards the end of the week. Thankfully I have friends who pull me back from the brink of madness else I would never know how or where to vent all my emotions. :/

On a super bright side, maybe now I have found the reason to look forward to weekends.
The beauty of conversations.
Latenightcalls always and forever.
Yes, I am a self-proclaimed latenightcall addict.

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David Archuleta - Barriers

Well, I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me chokin'
I keep hittin' this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken
This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing
Gotta do something
'Cause if we don't open up our eyes
We're just pretending

Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we doin' is building walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lie
Too many barriers
Ohhh
Just too many barriers

Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down
Creepin' in the doubt
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you say that we're doin' OK
But, baby, I don't think so
Just can't do nothin', gotta do something
'Cause if I don't get into my car I won't go very far.

Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we're doing is building walls
Now there's too many barriers
Ohhhh

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Too many barriers

Just too many barriers
That we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers

In your hurry to get somewhere
In a hurry to get somewhere
And the world's tryin' to stop us
And you feel like you're nowhere
'Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya
Stop ya
Too many barriers


I knew it. I just knew it.

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UGGGGGGHH OMGGGGG.
GROSS TO THE MAXXXXX.
(inserts emoticon that shows gross)